I'm pissed off 英语求翻译,勿机器,求终极翻译

I'm pissed off 英语求翻译,勿机器,求终极翻译
I miss you and you're always absent;The reason is because of the distance;Even if you don't leave me;Fear possesses me;I can't find ships and planes in order to reach you;But I hold myself in your body not to lose you;I'm pissed off because;You're very close to me;So close that I think I can;Tell you everything now;I'm pissed off because;You have reached the heart's limit;You won't bear loving me;I'm pissed off;You don't leave but you leave;The reason is because of the distance;Even if you don't avoid me;Fear doesn't go away anymore;Near and away from you;If you're and exist,;You'll always have;A piece of my life