英语翻译

Merry Chirstmas!I said to myself.
I stand in the top of the high-rise of 16 floors,looking the crowd as Gryllotalpa africona ants.
Looking quietly.Looking quietly.
It is the chirstmas day.
It must be sad.
I am sitting in the empty bedroom.
Phone is always ringing for a horrible lie on the bed.
They are all sending blessing messages.
Mouth slightly Bending Upwards.,The tears disappointing decline slowly.
Missing her.
Hi,are you ok?
Dear Merry Chirstmas.
It is 12 O'Clock.The lone is shining brightly.Chirstmas is up.
The night deepened.
The night deepened.
Who is sleeping quietly?
Who is injured seriously?
I know sad can not change anything.
So i am always smiling.
But inevitably some heart.Lonely Canbai.
Still love you,with a little hate.
It is hard to forget you.
Hard.
Lonely night
Merry Chirstmas.I said to myself.
I want to face the missing honestly.There are beyond the control of venting.
So i don't ignore any other.Just myself.Sit quietly.Sit quietly.
Merry Chirstmas!I said to myself.
A gentle sadness.
Just listen to me to tell the sadness.Or,anything else.
My form is farer and farer.Have you pay some attention to where i plan to go?
Sadness is a attitude.
就以上这么多了吧.不好意思,今天才有空帮忙.